[13 Oct 2005|11:47am] [ mood | scared ] [ music | brand new- Okay, I believe you but my tommy gun dont ] rawrrr its le x: and i realized i so am , im so glad to be where i am with the people im here with. rawrrr its le x: i wouldn't make it any diff if i could. face like murdr: me neither yeah this is why jill is one of my best friends. this is so hard. to leave everything that i have ever known. i dont know if i can. i have found the best friends that anyone could ever ever ever ask for. and to think in just 41 days i dont be here any more. wow. it scares me. [2] | [comment]

[10 Oct 2005|04:35pm] amazing weekend. end of story. [1] | [comment]

[07 Oct 2005|03:08pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Donnybrook! - Purify ] vikkiiiiiiiiiiii: ::-):-):-):-) this weekend is gunna own rawrrr its le x: yes it is. ...im picking jill up from the trainstation in a little bit then we are going to the mall with frank. and im meet vikki there, yeah and then me, jill and frank are comming back to my house to sleep. AIDS PARADE!!!!!!!!! then tomorrow me and jill are going to vikki's house then we are going to Through the Eyes of The Dead. and then im not sure what s goign on from there. But on sunday iam goin to sports plus with jill vikki and a few other people. and we are goin g through the haunted house. yes SCARY SHIT. someone need s to hold my hand when i go through. cause im a little bitch and get scared at haunted houses. yeah and its really a show for Bela Kiss and This is Hell. yeah so that will be cool and stuff. FREE BOWLING! BEST PART.! THIS WEEKEND WILL OWN.! [1] | [comment]

[27 Sep 2005|08:51pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | There is no I in Fuck you.- Walls Of Jericho ] here i am a poster board pinup for you to hate, someone who once cared now nothing is holding me back. i am no more an image of what you thought i should be, the choice you've made and forced upon me. so go on and hate me if you must, but honestly i don't give a fuck. with my friends by my side i can get through anything, with you on my side we can destroy everything. for those who continue to comare to this false idea, what do you expect from me, sing a lullaby scream you to sleep, i'm fucking sick of it being your way. you don't love me, you love the person you think i am a poster board pinup for you to love. you don't hate me, you love the person you think i am a poster board pinup for you to hate. what you may see on the outside might not hold true to your heart, so here i am. the real deal take it or not, like i've said before i don't give a fuck. -walls of jericho- i dont fucking get guys. they confuse me. yeah i hate when people say one thing, then do the other. just please tell it to me straight up. [1] | [comment]

[19 Sep 2005|03:18pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | misery signals - murder ] as jill said. i have met 6 amazing girls this year that i wouldnt give up for the world. they have stuck with me through so much. the most amazing times, and things that i prob couldnt get through with out them. they are my best friends. and i could say as well that i would take a bullet for them. these girls are. Diana, Jill, Kt, Cantos, Lindsay & Leah. they mean the world to me. and just because im leaving in 2 months doesnt mean that they wont continure to be a huge part of my life. i go to them for advice. or even when i just need to talk to someone. or in mine in jill's case. when i need to ask her opinion on the latest hook up news haha. or we are planning the death of the latest scene slut. ehhemmmm. we all know that cantos need to lay off the crunch wraps, and diana needs to stop dying her hair, it's awesome the way it is. it WILL fall out. hahah. you should all want to meet these girls. yeah and they can kill your face too. ♥ [2] | [comment]

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